and by love, i definitely mean hate.
being completely pure of motivation and entirely altruistic is a fuck lot harder than i figured it would be. mostly because it doesn't just naturally happen. i actually have to work for something, and that sucks.
i can see us being friends, but it requires me being so different. i can't exactly avoid you, you're part of my life whether i want it or not. but i don't know that i could give up what i had hoped for for...far too long.
bleeargh. you're overthinking this jamie. just call him, apologize and then move on. whatever happens, happens. it's too much.
i.love.sunnydayrealestate. and i forget it all the time.
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