all hallows eve. yay.

i'm sick of people coming into the bank and demanding their candy.
i'm sick of people throwing huge fits over things which are not that goddamn big of a deal.
i'm sick of people who can't keep track of their own shit [read: money] getting angry at me about it.
i'm tired of being the sounding board for everyone's negativety.
i'm tired of living one place and always wishing i was in another.
i'm tired of reminding myself all-too-late to keep my friggin' mouth shut.

i want to feel like it's okay to take some time to myself when i need it, that i won't be letting someone down or hurting someone's feelings.
i want to move. to a new city. where i know no one.
i want to take a week off work and spend the entire time cleaning and making things and sleeping in.




is it january yet? or at least the middle of december so i don't have to feel badly about not doing anything for my theology class. hot damn.