i must decide whether or not to finish seminary. obviously, the easiest way to make up my mind is to...not make up my mind, to let God tell me what it is He has for me, and then just do it.
but what about when that doesn't happen? clearly, there are several possibly options to this. the first being, god is telling me and i'm not listening. the second - i'm just not asking hard enough. in the end, i'm just going to make a decision and hope that it's the correct one.
i'm dropping out of seminary [after this semester]. i just can't do it anymore. and with that comes the slightly expected crisis of thought. "what am i called to do? am i called to do anything at all? have i ever been? am i just making all this up as i go along?
probably.
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