some things are so unabashedly beautiful they make my heart ache, but my mouth runs dry when trying to describe them. oftentimes even my memories are only of the faintest impressions of something meaningful, and purposeful and i struggle to even describe the context. i sound ignorant in the attempt.
i find myself seriously over analyzing recent situations, as if the thoughts i have and decisions i make in hindsight can change anything. my life has a definitive turning point - a point which i thought was a moment in time, a change in my direction...something that profoundly changed me, but to which i was no longer reacting.
false. oh. so. false.
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